Hurting Heart

I still have a hurting heart over what happened yesterday. We didn't get the chance to talk to FIL last night as he never came downstairs like he normally does. I don't know if that means he knows that we overheard or if it doesn't mean anything, but Abba, help us sort this out tonight. Andy doesn't see how we're going to be able to move until fall as D needs to be in school, but I told him that we have to find a way. I can't stay in a house that doesn't support what we're doing. And I can't just give up, as many times as that's crossed my mind today, I realized that hurts more and that I owe it to these little babies to fight for them. I had to fight for Deidra too, as the family wasn't very supportive even back then. I should have expected this. Once again, our friends are the more supportive ones. I should have known that would be the case even now. Help us get through this, Abba, and help us know what the right thing to do is, and help us find somewhere to live on our own where we can be happy and pursue what You want for us. I love You, Abba, and I lay all this down in your lap....do You mind if I lay my head down and rest in your lap for awhile too? I put my trust in You and I give my troubles to You. I know You will help us sort this out and figure out what is right.