Forgive me for being jealous...

Hi Abba! Forgive me for being jealous lately. I watch so many people doing the things that we've wanted for so long and I'm left wondering why so many seem to have it so easy and we have such a hard time attaining what we so desire. I know things happen only in Your Time and we need to be patient. I'm just really struggling. My 2 closest friends are pregnant and I so badly want to be pregnant too. Help us, Abba. Deidra would make such a good big sister and Andy and I both want to add to our family. I have the baby bug so badly. I miss that baby smell and the soft baby skin and the baby coes and all the baby cuddles. Help us to get pregnant soon, Abba.

I've been jealous of those buying new houses or building lately too. Help us find a house for us that is affordable and something that we can all be happy with and grow into. I miss our stuff that we have in storage and I miss our own privacy and I know that my FIL is probably more than ready to have his house to himself too. Lift my spirits and help me with patience and with being happy for others.